April 2013
21 posts
After tonight I’m pretty sure I hate people that much more
March 2013
3 posts
February 2013
3 posts
November 2012
2 posts
This might be the first night in a long, long time that I’ve actually enjoyed myself and not thought about the bullshit in my life. Thanks Lucy. Seriously, this was a great night.
October 2012
6 posts
This fits tonight perfectly
Miriam That’s such a pretty name I’m gonna say it when I’ll make you cry Miriam You know you done me wrong I’m gonna smile when You say goodbye Now I’m not the jealous type Never been the killing kind But you know I know what you did So don’t put up a fight Miriam When you were having fun In my big pretty house Did you think twice? Miriam Was it a game to you?...
I tried but apparently I failed. I always do. I don’t know why I keep trying with anyone.
You’ll do what you want, no matter what I say. Why say anything if you won’t take into consideration what I say?
I’m not being a hypocrite. I was in your shoes last night. But hey, what do I know? Nothing apparently.
I love Norah Jones. It’s like she knows my soul. She knows the bullshit I feel and she beautifully sings it. It makes me teary. Knowing someone else knows my pain.
I’ve realized that no matter how much I reach out to you, you don’t give a shit for longer than five minutes bit we’re supposed to be “friends.”
One day I’ll realize that you didn’t care about me the way you said you did. I was only necessary when you needed something. I say was because I’m no longer here for you. I won’t answer your texts,...
Venting
I don’t know how things went from amazing between us to this. I let you down and I know that. But I’m physically sick. I didn’t plan for it to happen when I said I’d help you but it did.And now you blame me for your stress. You don’t have to say it. I can feel it when you talk to me. I don’t know how it’s my fault. But it always is. Everything that goes...
September 2012
20 posts
I just want to be held so I can feel loved. Just embraced or a squeeze of my hand to let me know things will be okay. Just to ease my anxiety.
I want someone, anyone to hug me so I can feel them breathe and ease this pain in my chest. A hug that’ll take it all away.
I feel like I ask too much. All I want is a hug. But I can never get one. Am I diseased or just not worth it?
Sleep.
That’s all I want
Deep, uninterrupted sleep.
Away from everything and everyone.
until then, insomnia awaits
Yeah I’d like you to be there for me. But let’s face it. You only text when you need something.
It’s cool that you defined me as something “important” in your life. But when I don’t hear from you except when you need something, I know I never was anything to you.
And now that I know that, I can move on without feeling like I should do more for you. And with that I bid farewell.
I’ll be in St. Louis in five days and gone again in a month. Good luck with...
Religious People
This post will feature some of my ghetto thoughts because that’s how ridiculous I think these people are.
Religious people be on that bullshit. Like for real it isn’t enough that you have to shove your God into our faces but now you have to talk this illogical, retarded ass bullshit?
1) AIDS was not caused by “a man fucking a monkey.” It was the result of a monkey being...
armouring:
much love to everyone out there who struggles with depression and suicidal tendencies every fucking day, and can’t envision another way out of things for themselves. your mind is what you make it. keep fighting.
Gay bashing
Gay bashing by people who believe in God angers me like you have no idea. I’m gay. Let me be gay. I don’t tell you what I do behind closed doors, I don’t flaunt my sexuality, I don’t tell you I’m gay. But when you have the audacity to post on facebook that gays are responsible for the AIDS epidemic and that gays ruin the world and corrupt children, I have a fucking...
